Drunken Nights: Chapter Three: Flashback: The After-party
I stumbled around the room backstage. We had been drinking for a little over an hour and a half, and I had already downed 2 and a half giant bottles of Jack Daniels... I was fucked up. My feet tingled, and I wanted to sit down, but there was no where to sit. Jerry and Tobin were half-laying on the couch, talking about the exciting events of the day, and Jacoby was still seated in the black chair, staring at me with wanting eyes. I walked my way over to one of the amps sitting on the ground, and sat down. My feet felt instant relief. I was so drunk that for some odd reason, I thought I was sitting in a chair, and I leaned back to rest my spine, and toppled over backwards onto the floor. Jacoby, Jerry and Tobin roared with laughter as I clumsily returned to a standing position. "Yaknow, there's still room on my lap Michelle." Jacoby gestured to his legs as he slurred his words lightly. Sitting on Jacoby sounded perfect to me. I had already sung to him, which is what got me into this drunken state in the first place.
I waddled my way over to Jacoby and tripped a couple times, almost falling on my ass each time. I turned around once I had gotten to him and slowly descended my ass onto his upper legs and midsection, not wanting to crash on top of his lap. As I sat down, I could feel his eyes on my ass, and I was loving it. I was scared I was going to hurt him, but I was safely able to sit on the sexy Jacoby Shaddix's lap. Once a connection was made, and I was seated comfortably on him, Jacoby reached his arm around and placed the hand with LOVE tattooed on his knuckles on my thigh.
Where his hand sat, I felt intense heat... intense passion. I slightly turned my head to look at him, and our eyes locked. My glazed sky blue collided with his glazed emerald green in a moment of romance. I blinked, and he was still there. My heart was pounding so hard, that I could hear it in my ears. I wasn't nervous or anything... I had already gotten passed that. I was feeling every single emotion as his eyes locked on mine.. Love, hate, tragedy, and compassion all flooded my brain as I started to sway a little. I was so drunk that there were two Jacobys for a second... Only heaven had two Jacobys.
"Yaknow, I am like... in LOVE with you Jacoby." I stuttered drunkenly. I couldn't stop the words from spilling out of my mouth... I hoped this wouldn't change his mind about me going to the Paramore Mansion with them... "I have pictures of you ALL over my wall... and I can not go to sleep at night without watching all the music videos from the Live and Murderous DVD and playing the Infest CD all throughout the night every night." I slurred.
He never took his eyes off of me... I don't think my confession of love and obsession was bothering him at all... in fact... I think he was loving it. I think he was relieved to hear that I loved him, and I didn't know why. I was so thankful that I lived alone. No one would miss me tonight... No one's going to miss me at all... I'll be gone for a while at the Paramore, and for once in my life, I was happy that I moved away from my friends and family. "I have only dreamed about this... I knew I could sing, but I NEVER thought I was that great... but here I am! Celebrating a possible career change drunkenly on top of Jacoby fucking Shaddix's lap. Even in my fantasies about you, I don't get THIS lucky!" I smiled.
By the way that Jacoby was looking at me, I just might get even luckier. He took his eyes off of mine for a moment to glance down at my lips. I knew he wanted to kiss me. How the fuck can I deny that? The God with the golden vocal cords wanted to kiss me... ME! This was a dream come true! His eyes flicked back up to mine and then back down at my lips, and parted his own slightly. I had fantasized kissing him about 10 billion different ways... but this one topped it all... this one was real. We leaned our faces closer together with our eyes low. I saw the beautiful green disappear as his eyes closed, and I closed mine as well... Millimeters away from his lips... my heart started pounding in my chest......TO BE CONTINUED!!...
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DUN DUN DUN!! HA HA!!! SUSPENSE! I love it... What color ARE Jacoby's eyes? At times they look green and at times they look blue. THIS SUCKS!!! I just went with green... I like green.
I'M SO SORRY!!! I know at the end of the last chapter I said that there was going to be steaminess.... but no. When I had written it out, Chapter three was WAY too long... so I divided it into Chapters 3,4,5,6, and 7. So now you'll have to wait until chapter 7 for the EXTREME steaminess... even though it gets pretty damn hot and heavy in chapter 5... BUT YOU'LL HAVE TO WAIT!!!! I have to go to work, so I can't type up anymore right now.. but when I get home, by the end of the night there should be a new chapter! KEEP A LOOKOUT AND SEND ME FEEDBACK!